It was all started with a simple phone call. It was midnight
in December when I got few blank calls on my phone. When I called back, she
picked and the conversation went like this :-
Me: Hello!! Kaun?
She: pehchaniye,
bhul gaye itni jaldi?
Me: maaf kariyega main aapko nahi pehchan pa
raha hun, achha hoga aap naam bata dijiye, aur agar nahi batana to bhi thik
hai.. good night for now…
She: abhi hi good
night?
(I checked time, it
was 12:30AM)
Me: haan, mujhe kal
office bhi jana hai..
(I disconnected the
phone)
I was trying to sleep but couldn’t, I was trying to
figure out, who was she.. I am not that type of guy who can ever got a phone
call from a girl in mid-night. So, I finally assumed that it was some prank,
and I slept.
I woke up in the morning and followed my daily routine,
went to office come back in the evening, took my dinner and went to bed. I was
almost forgotten or you can say ignored that call. But again I got call from
same number. All time I was figuring out, who she was. For next 4 nights, I got
call from her but she never told me her name.
It was Sunday; I was online on facebook and got ping by
my cousin from Patna. After formal talk he asked me, if I am getting any call
from a girl. I was shocked, how did he knew. When I asked he told me that she is
her girlfriend and she lives in Noida. He also told me that they had some bet
over me if I fall in this trap or not. He also told me not to tell her about
this.
But that night, when she called me, she told me all things
and said sorry. She even told me her name “Divya”. When I asked her what was
the need to tell me now? She told that after talking to me she realized that I
am a good guy and it would be not fair to play with my feelings.
We continued our late night calls and even when I used to
at work got a call from her. We talked about everything from food to work to
sex. Every time when I talked her she always mentioned my cousin’s name. She
also repeatedly talked to my cousin and used to tell her everything we talked.
One day we planned to meet at GIP, Noida. I had never
seen her before so was thinking how would she look and would I be comfortable
with her or not. All mixed emotions were running in my mind. She came with her
friend. She was an average looking girl, but for me it was ok.
We spent approx 4 hrs in World of Wonder (an amusement
park). All time she talked about my cousin and how was her long distance
relationship going with him.
When she was about to go she hugged and kissed me on my
chick. J
After that so called date, we were continuously in touch but her relation with
my cousin was not going well. I talked to my cousin and explain him everything
that I have no feeling for her and neither has she.
Whenever we talked I asked her a question, why she talked
to me instead my cousin, and she always replied me that it felt good to her. In
starting I was not in mood of any relationship, coz I have suffered it 2 years
back when I was in one sided love with my classmate and best friend Anamika.
This time I didn’t want to be in the same situation, but unfortunately
some feelings for her in my heart appeared.
Now she was being my habit, I always used to check my
phone for her call and messages. I realized, before it get worse I should get
rid of this habit. I had started showing my bad face, asking her to come over
my place and ignoring her. Don’t get me wrong but I just wanted to create a bad
picture of me so that she stops calling me. But nothing worked.
I also told her not to talk to me and give time to my
cousin and their relationship. But she never stoped calling me.
But today after ignoring her more than 50 calls and
messages, I called her up. The conversion went like this –
She: hello, ab call kyun kiya? Kya samajhte ho
apne aap ko? Mujhse baat kyun nahi kar rahe..
Me: dekho Divya !
galat mat samjho but main tumse baat nahi kar sakta..
She: kyun kya ho
gaya hai tumko ab?
Me: main dubara se one sided relationship me
nahi panda chahta? Main tumse attach hone laga tha, tum meri aadat banti ja rahi thi..
She: tum mujhse
baat karke khush rahoge?
Me : pata nahi
lekin tumse baat karte karte agar tumhe chahne laga to phir na main khush
rahunga na tum. Tum kisi aur ki ho ye mujhe pata hai to phir bekar me main kyun
aaun buch me..
She: tum kya chahte
ho?
Me: main chahta hun
kit um khush raho, main khush rahun aur tum jisko chahti ho wo bhi khush rahe.
She: tumhekya pata
ki main kaise khush rahungi?
Me: tum uske sath
hi khush rahogi.. koshish karo mujhe na phone karne ki.
She: wo main nahi
karungi.. I will call you, its your wish you answer me or not.. !!
Me: please…
She: bye… !
As I am writing this post, I have ignored her 15th
call…
What should I do?
Have I done anything wrong??
Was it my mistake to answer her call in first place??
